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its funny..
i haven't written in this thing in such a long time and now i seem to be writing in it everyday.
today: i realize now that for me it feels like nothing has changed. its kinda like it was before but, instead, now it will just seem like a very long vacation from everything.
i know its wrong to feel like going back but for now that is how i feel. i know it will change but its how i like it right now.
teja- thanks so much for the calls (to everyone), for the ice cream, for the kind facts about everything, and allowing me to make a fool of myself in public. thanks for caring.
everyone else- thanks for caring. and thanks for showing it.
i guess it takes something hard to show you how stupid you can be a times.
to those who have ever pushed me to tell them something- sorry for making you push. i do know you care i just have trouble talking to people. and now, after feeling like crap, i am finally able to admitt it openly (on the internet).
for a new years resolution- i am going to try to do something about it.
As 2006 comes to a close, i guess all i can say is i wish i had done better this year. although, it was a good year.
thanks.
good luck.
i haven't written in this thing in such a long time and now i seem to be writing in it everyday.
today: i realize now that for me it feels like nothing has changed. its kinda like it was before but, instead, now it will just seem like a very long vacation from everything.
i know its wrong to feel like going back but for now that is how i feel. i know it will change but its how i like it right now.
teja- thanks so much for the calls (to everyone), for the ice cream, for the kind facts about everything, and allowing me to make a fool of myself in public. thanks for caring.
everyone else- thanks for caring. and thanks for showing it.
i guess it takes something hard to show you how stupid you can be a times.
to those who have ever pushed me to tell them something- sorry for making you push. i do know you care i just have trouble talking to people. and now, after feeling like crap, i am finally able to admitt it openly (on the internet).
for a new years resolution- i am going to try to do something about it.
As 2006 comes to a close, i guess all i can say is i wish i had done better this year. although, it was a good year.
thanks.
good luck.