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SHOPPING TODAY!
yes! i finally get to go clothes shopping for summer clothes and the best part is it's going to make me extremely happy because it's crappy out :] new clothes on a shitty day; am.azing! so yesturday was pretty shitty. it was mothers day so i hung out at the house all day. rick's car is in the shop now, he better get his brakes fixed or i will no longer drive around with him -_- i don't want to die. i already feel like i will just because he drives like shit haha. "i kid. i kid dirty boy"
last night was a trip -_- he felt like he was going to have a heart attack. i felt like i was going to through up again. and again. and again. sometimes it just sucks but i'm always willing to work through it. ♥
dion is sleeping.
like always.
so how about every morning i spend all my time doing my eye make up and all it looks like today is just plain black. -_- i look through magazines for a reason but nothing good ever comes out of it. i'm ugly i know. i don't need to hear other people tell me i am. i know i hate everything about myself. i want to feel good about myself at all times but it's never going to happen. i just hope that today; getting new outfits helps out. atleast [i hope] they'll make me feel a little bit better about myself.
rick looks so cute today! his hair is perfect his face looks nice; not "dried out". i never really think it looks like that anyways. but he just looks so damn good :] i think he's the most beautiful man alive. seriously. always and forever♥
i'm willing to work through anything, i promise. i did promise, and i've been willing and ready to work through it all.
i take off my flip flops in every class♥
i'm really hungy because i didn't pack myself snacks today.
i wanted to save my money to go tanning again but i don't know
i'm so damn hungry! O_o
"she's so gross then i saw her thong, meh -_- BLEH O_o"
haha
♥
xoxoxo
yes! i finally get to go clothes shopping for summer clothes and the best part is it's going to make me extremely happy because it's crappy out :] new clothes on a shitty day; am.azing! so yesturday was pretty shitty. it was mothers day so i hung out at the house all day. rick's car is in the shop now, he better get his brakes fixed or i will no longer drive around with him -_- i don't want to die. i already feel like i will just because he drives like shit haha. "i kid. i kid dirty boy"
last night was a trip -_- he felt like he was going to have a heart attack. i felt like i was going to through up again. and again. and again. sometimes it just sucks but i'm always willing to work through it. ♥
dion is sleeping.
like always.
so how about every morning i spend all my time doing my eye make up and all it looks like today is just plain black. -_- i look through magazines for a reason but nothing good ever comes out of it. i'm ugly i know. i don't need to hear other people tell me i am. i know i hate everything about myself. i want to feel good about myself at all times but it's never going to happen. i just hope that today; getting new outfits helps out. atleast [i hope] they'll make me feel a little bit better about myself.
rick looks so cute today! his hair is perfect his face looks nice; not "dried out". i never really think it looks like that anyways. but he just looks so damn good :] i think he's the most beautiful man alive. seriously. always and forever♥
i'm willing to work through anything, i promise. i did promise, and i've been willing and ready to work through it all.
i take off my flip flops in every class♥
i'm really hungy because i didn't pack myself snacks today.
i wanted to save my money to go tanning again but i don't know
i'm so damn hungry! O_o
"she's so gross then i saw her thong, meh -_- BLEH O_o"
haha
♥
xoxoxo