May 16, 2006 09:49
so i'm walking down the hall and i hear big ben say,"smith listen dude this is what we're doing thursday. we're jammin' eatting fatburger, then shootin' stuff." alright. well i thought rick was just going to jam but apparently he can't tell me the complete truth and even if he didn't know about it which he never does whatever. i don't have to work thursday so i mean i'm going to be at home all alone with nothing to do. blah.
anyways i did my speech again today and i made time. i know what i have to do to make time :] awesome. i was in such a good mood yesturday and then all that shit happend at home. apparently i'm being forced to virginia but i am not going. i want to get another job while i'm up here and i want to stay up here. i don't want to see my dad til later on in the year because i have so much to do. i still have to work to pay the school back and i still have a cell phone. if i graduate i'm using my money to pay off my cell phone bill and get it shut off. that's just money being used when i could use it on rick and i. i'm not going!
whatever. i hate:
livejournal
katie christo
not being tan
my body :]
haha
i love ricccccccccck ♥
lots
i'm going to go around the room and watch everyones videos
you know. the ones that i didn't do.
♥
rick i love you so much baby.
i love all my new clothes
i think i'm in a good mood today too. actually i am. i just realized. rick needs time with his friends. so what if i don't have work. i get to see him wednesday after school and during my last youth group :]
then hopefully friday and saturday. i think i may just let him go to his lazer storm thing alone. he needs to spend time with "j" haha :] good lucky baby ♥
nothing shady, please. i'm trusting u