I had no idea this would be my first entry.
I deleted my MySpace account last night following what has probably been the most fucked up thing that's ever happened to me.
A girl I know claims that we had sex in December. That's not really a good thing considering I have a girlfriend.
Needless to say, I'm an emotional wreck right now. My girlfriend is hanging on to me like a thread. I have no way of proving my innocence so I'm pretty fucking scared right now because a nearly four year long relationship may be ending. I'm so nervous that I woke up shaking, sweaty and I vomited. (Dry heaved actually.)
Now I have to walk around work all day with this tearing at my mind. I'm frightened of the outcome of this whole thing. I may lose the love of my life before the day is out, and quite frankly, that's making me shake even more.
.....God. I hate my life.
A girl I know claims that we had sex in December. That's not really a good thing considering I have a girlfriend.
Needless to say, I'm an emotional wreck right now. My girlfriend is hanging on to me like a thread. I have no way of proving my innocence so I'm pretty fucking scared right now because a nearly four year long relationship may be ending. I'm so nervous that I woke up shaking, sweaty and I vomited. (Dry heaved actually.)
Now I have to walk around work all day with this tearing at my mind. I'm frightened of the outcome of this whole thing. I may lose the love of my life before the day is out, and quite frankly, that's making me shake even more.
.....God. I hate my life.