Not a one

Feb 13, 2007 19:13

I didn't think I'd ever establish a livejournal, to be perfectly honest.  I was never too much into the internet until Myspace, but that's only because it allowed me to be more specific on what kind of person I was in terms of communicating it with the outside world.  It worked for the first year, but now it's lost it's appeal to me.  I blogged all the time about anything and everything and I'd get plenty of responses and feedback, but it doesn't happen so much anymore.  I kind of feel abandoned.  Now, don't go being one of those people who decides to insult me because you think I have no life outside of the internet.  I'm not some emo boy who feels no connection to the world.  On the contrary.  I feel very in tune with life and everything that happens on this plane.  All of my readers were people who I spoke to and saw every day.  I only really blogged when I had a topic and no one was around for me to talk about it with.

Now, though, everyone has moved on to other things.  no one expresses themselves in written word anymore, and it makes me upset and disappointed in so many of my friends.  Friends who can't see beyond the next kegger or the next hangout, or party, or whatever the hell kids do nowadays to alter their conscious mind.  Expression has given way to suppressing.  It's painful to watch.

I'm no scholar here.  I don't boast to be of higher intellect than my friends, but there are much better things to do with time than waste in on drugs, liquor and meaningless sex.  Don't get me wrong.  It's fun on occasion, but when you only look far enough ahead in the future to plan on getting a vice, I think you have a problem.

All in all, I'm only here for the conversation.  Aside from that, I don't expect anything else.

---Adrian
02-13-07
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