not to go MIA for so long.

Things here have been a little hectic...but things are truly getting better by the day for the most part...of course there are still rough days...but we get over those, right?

I will do a better update tomorrow...but wanted to let those of you that have been asking...yes, I am alive and breathing.

and now it won't post right...but Ms. Jake...I would survive 1 minute and 19 seconds chained to a bunk bed with a velociraptor.  :)

http://www.bunkbeds.net/velociraptor

 I know I haven't been here for a while, but I figured that there are a lot of people from the area that know of "Capone" from the River. He was a very good friend of mine during his time here in Omaha, and he is the one that "forced" me to go to my first Blue show.

I got a call from a friend of mine early this morning, then woke up to find a "do ( Read more... )

although, I find myself being thankful on a regular basis over the last year or so...even on the roughest days...but...what are you thankful for?
Here's my list...

I am thankful for...

my friends
my family
my animals
the fact that I am able to have food and a roof over my head every day
being shown a strength I was sure I had lost years ago
the ( Read more... )

I love the cloudy/rainy weather...did the normal morning routine today...but about 11 the puppy kept wanting to next to Seth...she doesn't understand that she doesn't need to stand on someone to do that yet, so she got fiesty and I had to put her in "time out"...while she was there, I passed out hard and just woke up...haven't done that in the ( Read more... )

~All I want is to lead a drama-free life...to be left alone in my circle of friends...away from the prying, judgemental eyes of the general public.
~I wish he could see the strength that I see...hopefully, someday, he will.
~I am more content than I have been in a long time thanks to drastically limiting the people I talk to.
~I worry too much because ( Read more... )

got up to take the puppy out at 7 this morning...I just couldn't sleep, so why not wake her up an hour early?...then came back in and fell asleep on the couch...until the stupid tree trimmer guys came through at 10...poo on them I say...poo ( Read more... )

So many things twisting and turning in my head...what do I want...what do I NOT want...fear sets in, and I know that in all reality, it has no reason to...but I have these things, laid out in front of me...none of them perfect, but each of them worth grasping onto...and really, there is no perfection in life now is there? 

they had a whole gaggle of midgets up front for the outdoor stuff
 

September 11...I dread this day every year...not only because of what it signifies for the country, but because it is yet another anniversary of the death of a friend...my heart sinks and I miss him more on this day than any other...because it serves as a reminder that can't be ignored...and when he was still alive, we didn't get to talk that much ( Read more... )