Jun 11, 2001 22:24
Well, Beth and I went out. We rode around Westgate which was TOTALLY lame. Then we went to Wendy's. I really hate that place but we go there everytime we go out. Its a tradition I guess. Well, I called Brandon from a payphone. I wanted to meet him somewhere but he had to work or something like that. I miss him terribly. I keep reading his journal. Hanging on every word. I can't breathe.
Well, I had to be home at 9-double lame.
Some guys that Beth knew were at the mall. They wanted us to go to Gafney (sp?) with them. I was like uhhhhh.....I gotta go now. Well, she went with them, in their car, and I'm pretty sure they had been drinking so I hope shes okay. Well, Brandon told me that he'd be on here about 9 or so...its like 10:30 now...I'm fixin' to go to bed. Just my luck, he'll be on here right when I get off or something.
Ok, so I left the mall at 8. I had a full tank of gas so I figured what the hell. I drove around everywhere. I wish my radio worked. I guess I'll have to buy one. They're pretty expensive.
I drove down 290 and saw Brandon's truck at his grandparent's house. I felt like just screaming.
I can't take not seeing him.
I dig my car.
"Step into my office", "why", "CUZ YOU'RE FUCKIN' FIRED"!!!
I'm off of work tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be able to see him.
He is such a wonderful guy. I mean, no one is perfect but he is like everything I didn't know I was looking for.
I'm tempted to get into my car and find him. I'm not kidding.
I've been looking up that quote and I can't find the meaning. I guess some of the words are wrong.
I dunno.
I hate watermelon seeds.
I love my job. I think I'm going to find something to *drink*
Alcohol makes it all better.
Ok, not really........
I need to go to sleep.
-Jess