maybe this year will be better than the last

[thebates]

Wow, what a great day. I got home about an hour ago. We had a going away party for Ms. Hodges at Mary's house (sorry!). Anywho, the highlight of the night was that Brandon was there. Gosh, I haven't seen him in like a month. I had all of these weird feelings. I can't expain it but its like theres something changed. I don't know. I am SO glad that I got to see him, though. I got up and left and hes like, bye. So I tell Mary to tell him to come out there. So, we're sitting in my car....right....and damnit, Mary's mom walks by. How awkward. He wore that cologne that I bought him. Damn. I can smell it on my shirt, and I like it.

I feel bad because I invited Ashley to come with me but then she said she'd feel weird. So, I told her that I'd call her. But, then I left and I get a ways down the road and I'm like, shit, I forgot to call her. I feel bad now.

I have to be at work at 9 in the morning. That sucks.

I hope I get to talk to Brandon tonight....he'll get on here at about 2:30am or so...

I'm going insane. I just realized that I can type so freaking fast. cool.

Tonight, some people were talking about colleges and Brandon said that he might go to USC.

I WANT TO GO TO USC...how nifty is that??
I like it when there is a possibility for future happiness.

Well kids, Drew Carey is on. He is so hot. Ok...not THAT hot. (Inside joke people...)

I must go to sleep (and imagine that you're there with me-the pretenders)

-Jess