IAMSOHAPPYIAMSOHAPPYIAMSOHAPPY

[thebates]

I had NO idea a car could bring me so much happiness! I just read Brandon's journal...I'm all choked up now. I have like NO money now...but I do have some saved so I guess thats good. I think I did REALLY good on the A.C.T. I'm off today and tomorrow. I'm going out tonight. I want to see Brandon. I miss him SO much. I mean, when you can connect with a person like that and then you're not able to see/talk to them anymore its like you've lost a part of yourself. Thats the best way I can describe it I guess. I'm just lost right now. I'm so confused because I don't know where we stand. I wish I'd just wake up one morning and this would have all been a dream and everything would be fine.

But it wont be.

Well, I think I might call Brandon now.

I hope I can see him tonight.

ILOVEMYCAR

-Jess