Why do all of my memories upset me?

hey. it's been awhile. i'm posting this from my phone, so, i doubt it will be very grammatical. oh well. a lot of things have changed in the thrée months since i lasted updated, and yeah. so aaron greenwell is my best friend. go figure....someone who used to be a complete jerk is going to be my roommate. speaking of which, í leave my house ( Read more... )

My dreams have been weird lately.

The month off from school and the winter holidays really came and went this year ( Read more... )

Boo for getting Bs in Organic and Differential Equations.

Virginia Tech, here I come.

The only constant thing in my life has been EdenRose for the past two years. I've always been able to count on her to love me, to make me smile, to be there for me, to cure my loneliness, and to erase any doubt that I would leave her to be with someone else ( Read more... )

Insomnia is a terrible thing to have.

Paranoia is, too. Oh, don't forget jealousy. Don't forget forgetfulness, too...wow, I don't think that makes sense. Haha.

You know, lately I've been doing a very nice job of not losing my cool. But, god damn it, life is stressful. There is way too much to worry about. Maybe I just care too much? Who knows...but, not being able to sleep until 3, 4 AM every night is not very ideal.

I think that I'm ready to leave.

........Hahahahaha.

I am SO in deep shit right now. =(.

I never really knew what it felt like to be faced with an ultimatum.

So what do I do now? My life, or someone else's?