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The only constant thing in my life has been EdenRose for the past two years. I've always been able to count on her to love me, to make me smile, to be there for me, to cure my loneliness, and to erase any doubt that I would leave her to be with someone else.
And now, that safety blanket is gone. It's gone. The roles have reversed....she's never questioned our relationship until now, and it tears me apart that I can't even count on her to love me anymore. =(. My insides are hurting me so badly right now....I don't know what to do. I'm so completely head over heels for her, and she used to be the same way, but she isn't anymore, and I wish that things were the way they used to be: we never had this problem. Things were so peaceful, and so perfect. Now, I'm on the brink of despair. Please....give her some strength to realize that she's in love with me again. Please. She's the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I can't bare to live without so don't make me! please. Gah, I don't know how I'm going to sleep tonight....or any night from here on out. I want things to be normal....I want things to be right again. I want our relationship to be golden again, like it always was, and so does she. Please. Someone. Anyone. Make her realize. I need her. I really do. really, really, really. I will cease to exist without her.
And now, that safety blanket is gone. It's gone. The roles have reversed....she's never questioned our relationship until now, and it tears me apart that I can't even count on her to love me anymore. =(. My insides are hurting me so badly right now....I don't know what to do. I'm so completely head over heels for her, and she used to be the same way, but she isn't anymore, and I wish that things were the way they used to be: we never had this problem. Things were so peaceful, and so perfect. Now, I'm on the brink of despair. Please....give her some strength to realize that she's in love with me again. Please. She's the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I can't bare to live without so don't make me! please. Gah, I don't know how I'm going to sleep tonight....or any night from here on out. I want things to be normal....I want things to be right again. I want our relationship to be golden again, like it always was, and so does she. Please. Someone. Anyone. Make her realize. I need her. I really do. really, really, really. I will cease to exist without her.