I think that i am ready to come out of my cave!
I am feeling better! I think that i was just really stressed out! Well I am under the belief that I have eliminated one of my stresses! (crossing my fingers!) I just hope that it works, instead of giving me more stress then it already did! Well maybe now i can clam down and get all my shit figured out! thanks to all of you whom helped me! well their was only three, two of whom i have never actually meet, and probably never will! so thinks you guys!