holy hell!
Well i am back into my crapy mood1 it wasn't fixed, just smothed over enuf to make me happy for a little while! Well now i think that its going to take alot to make me happy! I don't feel any happyness anymore! it now takes alot to make me simle and laugh, with out forcing it! i have to laugh at a joke that my dad told earler, that i would have laughed at if i wasn't so down! I feel so betrayed by my so called freinds! so now I am THE FREINDLESS BITCH! and I don't think that this is going to be chaing any time soon! I am afraid that i am going to lose my nly understands person, my botfriend!