well hell!
I know that no one reads this shit! why would they? the only reasion thet i write on this is to getout my strong emotions and just want some one to talk to, well this is better then nothing, because i am THE FRIENDLESS BITCH and that was confermed last night! last night after i got my shower, i cheared up alittle, and got back on and was searching for a school that i would like to go to, and well Ray was in a bad mood, and i rubed him the wrong way, or something of that matter, and he went off! so i went to bed, what he said relly hurt! well, after awhile he came in and said that he was sorry, and gave me fatty cakes! so i satyed in bed. because it was late. well later i was woke up by yelling and such, well to cut it short my perents denied spanking us with the belt, i rember bettings from the belt! i didn't get them as offten as ray but i still did! well thats my little rant! maybe it'll all get better! thats waht i am going to keep saying to my self! maybe it'll all get better!