a day at the beach. . .
well today i was hoping to hangout with devon,cas he said we would, But once again, we never did cas he didn't want to cas of church. . .soo i went to the beach by myself. . . did pretty much nothing well i was there, but i did get a nice tan and maybe alittle bit of a sun burn on my face:( . . . well i went in the water like twice but i'm sorta afraid of lakes and stuff so i was around my mom and my cousins most of the time in the water, they picked me up and brought me out farther in the water,and oh geez i fliped out on them i ran all the way back in:( (yeah i know i'm a wussy) but oh well. . .
neways the rest of the time i stayed out of the water and listend to my music and got my tan hahaha (evil laughing) . . .
well neways this is totally off subject... but neways
the last week or soo have been iunno, sorta bad and good....
well i know you guys sorta know i'm emo and i hangout with some emo people, but this is CRAZY what i'm about to say.. well one of my friends was cutting themself right infront of me, holy crap, i didn't notices that they were doing it till the last second and they were done, if i saw b4 then i would have stop them,but just seeing someone do that to themselfs is just, i can't explain, i still have the image in my head :S. . . i know i have done some crazy crap like that to,and that was a mistake,I KNOW!!. . . i just thought i should say this to you all,just soo you know. . .
well another thing. me and devon have been fighting like its nothing for the past 3 days:( and it sucks, its like being treated like a kid,cas hes like yelling at me it feels like instead of talking to me nicly and working things out. . .but me and him have been talking about the fighting problem,and hopefully things get better. . .
i liked to take the time to thank nick (the native), haha, cas he has been taking the time to talk to me about the problems with me and devon,and just what he thinks i should do about it:) he's really good to talk to about your problems, well i think soo,he has helped me out,haha.... but yeah i think i'm going to end this here,and get back to talking to people.... bye
neways the rest of the time i stayed out of the water and listend to my music and got my tan hahaha (evil laughing) . . .
well neways this is totally off subject... but neways
the last week or soo have been iunno, sorta bad and good....
well i know you guys sorta know i'm emo and i hangout with some emo people, but this is CRAZY what i'm about to say.. well one of my friends was cutting themself right infront of me, holy crap, i didn't notices that they were doing it till the last second and they were done, if i saw b4 then i would have stop them,but just seeing someone do that to themselfs is just, i can't explain, i still have the image in my head :S. . . i know i have done some crazy crap like that to,and that was a mistake,I KNOW!!. . . i just thought i should say this to you all,just soo you know. . .
well another thing. me and devon have been fighting like its nothing for the past 3 days:( and it sucks, its like being treated like a kid,cas hes like yelling at me it feels like instead of talking to me nicly and working things out. . .but me and him have been talking about the fighting problem,and hopefully things get better. . .
i liked to take the time to thank nick (the native), haha, cas he has been taking the time to talk to me about the problems with me and devon,and just what he thinks i should do about it:) he's really good to talk to about your problems, well i think soo,he has helped me out,haha.... but yeah i think i'm going to end this here,and get back to talking to people.... bye