I think
its ironic that my friend put me as the girl that always gets hurt on the facebook thingy....its true but in reflection I think I am letting my past effect my current endeavors...like I very much like a boy...he is awesome and great and we have just enough in common and different that it works...only I have already expressed almost a fear of getting involved...I don't want to get hurt again but then again if I don't let myself fall for anyone I will never find true happiness...I have no idea what to do in my current situation considering he lives 2 hours away in York PA and I'm sure that has something to do with why I am afraid to get too involved...ugh I just want to go to propagandhi tonight and see him haha