I love life
so my happiness from here on out will come completely from myself and not how I feel about dudes!!! I realize in the past I let my relationships dictate how I was feeling...I am going to be happy bc I am awesome and have great friends and clean laundry and sheets haha...its really the simple things in life that make me happy and somehow I have lost that over the years and in turn lost myself...I have been through soo much bullshit its hard to even let the things that used to make me happy do their job...no more!!! I am going to be a little selfish and do only what feels right for me....fuck the rest...if a boy dosen't like me...his fucking loss bc I am sure there is one out there that will...not talking about anyone in particular just in general...I refuse to be the one that always gets hurt and to do that I will take control...I will make decisions based on whether I want to see him or not and even if he is worth my time....I will embrace my friends and dancing the night away...I will embrace nights in with wine and good music..company or not...fuck all the dumb shit I love life!!!