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So yeah, got my driver's license. Only, what, eight years late on that. It is odd, finally being able to move freely but having nowhere to go.
One good thing about sudden social upheaval is that it gives you more time to write. Not that I really have any readers, but the exercise itself is helpful. Went to my cousin's graduation party and spent two hours feeling awkward around people I don't know. Had an intense dream but ultimately decided not to follow it. I don't know if it was good sense or cowardice, but I did give my word.
Statistics is a pain in the ass, but I seem to be handling it okay for the moment. It is nice to be getting good grades again, but it feels kind of hollow. Isn't that crazy? All that work in getting myself together enough that I can pass a class and it doesn't feel like an accomplishment. It just feels frustrating that I wasn't able to do this years ago. Is that a running thing with me? I have to work at something and when I get it I'm disappointed that it didn't come easier to me. Man, is that a backwards attitude.
Shaved my beard off. Just felt kind of wrong to keep it. My face kind of hurts, now, maybe I'm out of practice.
One good thing about sudden social upheaval is that it gives you more time to write. Not that I really have any readers, but the exercise itself is helpful. Went to my cousin's graduation party and spent two hours feeling awkward around people I don't know. Had an intense dream but ultimately decided not to follow it. I don't know if it was good sense or cowardice, but I did give my word.
Statistics is a pain in the ass, but I seem to be handling it okay for the moment. It is nice to be getting good grades again, but it feels kind of hollow. Isn't that crazy? All that work in getting myself together enough that I can pass a class and it doesn't feel like an accomplishment. It just feels frustrating that I wasn't able to do this years ago. Is that a running thing with me? I have to work at something and when I get it I'm disappointed that it didn't come easier to me. Man, is that a backwards attitude.
Shaved my beard off. Just felt kind of wrong to keep it. My face kind of hurts, now, maybe I'm out of practice.