...
so it's like all people can do is piss me off.
and yeah...like i really need that stress.
and then there's all the shit getting talked about me, all of which isn't true. heh. it's why i'm fucking sick of high schoolers and why i've been hanging out with an older crowd. although, it's impossible to get away from the drama either way...
the drunkenness is pissing me off all the time. it's really fuckin' pointless and annoying. and all it's doing is causing problems. really.
i'm sick of stupid people. i think i'm guna keep to myself more now...but that's really hard when all your boyfriend wants to do is go out and drink.
i'm just really pissed off and annoyed right now. and i don't really know how to deal with it, because nothing makes it better. ignoring it doesn't work...all that does is make it build up. and talking about it doen't work cuz no one understands.
so fuck it all. i guess i'm just FUCKED either way.
or maybe i'm being a stupid emo chick.
whatever.
i'm trying really hard not to be apathetic because that's when bad things happen, and my life is no longer just mine to fuck up.
i'm really tired...i just wanna go to bed, but cliff wanted to stay out all night and drink. fuckin' alcoholic. it's really gettin' to me.
but like i know what to do. i'm just sick of the same old bullshit.
*sigh*
"Into The Darkness"
I feel helpless waiting.
Could this all be the end?
It's all coming down all at once.
Am I losing you?
No Way Out!
Until this all crashes down, I'll hold on.
you're going to make this work
Into the darkness...not knowing at all....
you're going to make this work
Are you out there waiting, wondering about me?
Never felt so alone as I do now.
No way out!
Until this all crashes down, I'll hold on.
you're going to make this work
Into the darkness...Not knowing at all
I'm just trying to make this work
Until this all crashes down, I'll hold on.
Into the darkness...Not knowing at all
Until this all crashes down....
...last night was a bad night. a really bad night...because of fucking alcohol and stupid drunkeness.
and i passed out again last night. i don't know why it happens. it's happening more often now then it used to. maybe it is stress. i don't know. i just know that it kinda freaks me out.
oh, well...fuck it...
and fuck this.
and yeah...like i really need that stress.
and then there's all the shit getting talked about me, all of which isn't true. heh. it's why i'm fucking sick of high schoolers and why i've been hanging out with an older crowd. although, it's impossible to get away from the drama either way...
the drunkenness is pissing me off all the time. it's really fuckin' pointless and annoying. and all it's doing is causing problems. really.
i'm sick of stupid people. i think i'm guna keep to myself more now...but that's really hard when all your boyfriend wants to do is go out and drink.
i'm just really pissed off and annoyed right now. and i don't really know how to deal with it, because nothing makes it better. ignoring it doesn't work...all that does is make it build up. and talking about it doen't work cuz no one understands.
so fuck it all. i guess i'm just FUCKED either way.
or maybe i'm being a stupid emo chick.
whatever.
i'm trying really hard not to be apathetic because that's when bad things happen, and my life is no longer just mine to fuck up.
i'm really tired...i just wanna go to bed, but cliff wanted to stay out all night and drink. fuckin' alcoholic. it's really gettin' to me.
but like i know what to do. i'm just sick of the same old bullshit.
*sigh*
"Into The Darkness"
I feel helpless waiting.
Could this all be the end?
It's all coming down all at once.
Am I losing you?
No Way Out!
Until this all crashes down, I'll hold on.
you're going to make this work
Into the darkness...not knowing at all....
you're going to make this work
Are you out there waiting, wondering about me?
Never felt so alone as I do now.
No way out!
Until this all crashes down, I'll hold on.
you're going to make this work
Into the darkness...Not knowing at all
I'm just trying to make this work
Until this all crashes down, I'll hold on.
Into the darkness...Not knowing at all
Until this all crashes down....
...last night was a bad night. a really bad night...because of fucking alcohol and stupid drunkeness.
and i passed out again last night. i don't know why it happens. it's happening more often now then it used to. maybe it is stress. i don't know. i just know that it kinda freaks me out.
oh, well...fuck it...
and fuck this.