blahhh...
to kate:
you were my friend, and i did fuckin' care, don't get me wrong on that one...and honestly, i duno what happened. just one day we kinda grew apart. that's how it kinda happens...and i guess...i am sorry. and as far as cliff goes, he's a fuckin' awesome guy and so i went for it. and i fell for him hard, and i won't apologize for that...and honestly, i am super excited about this kid. i was a little scared at first, but i'll be ok. really, this pregnancy has helped me straigten out my life and get my shit together. i'ma fuckin' adult, and it's about time i act like it. so i am.
to "the doc":
you should really find a way to get ahold of me sometime.
to nicole:
i really wana play magic with someone and you haven't seen my "cute little pregnant tummy" yet! ^^
oh, yeah...my schedual at work is finally full time, DAYS!! yes...no one likes to close. and having my evenings free is awesome. i work mon.-fri., 9.30a-5.30p. woorah. but some lady i checked out today told me i "such a cute little pregant tummy". it made my day.
so i'm guna talk to him tonight...the post break-up "talk". i know hes fuckin' scared...*sigh* i wish i could make him not scared. i'd do fuckin' anything for him. i mean, i love him. really, truely...hopefully tonight will go very sanely...and he'll remember that he does love me...cuz i know he does. and it's his birthday tomorrow too...and i don't get to celebrate it with him. *sigh*
and since cliff moved out...because i spent most of my time with him...i've kinda become a recluse. i need socialization... ><;; ...anyways...i'm glad i don't work evenings anymore. and hopefully, i'll be getting a new cell soon. i'll post my numero whenever i get it.
you were my friend, and i did fuckin' care, don't get me wrong on that one...and honestly, i duno what happened. just one day we kinda grew apart. that's how it kinda happens...and i guess...i am sorry. and as far as cliff goes, he's a fuckin' awesome guy and so i went for it. and i fell for him hard, and i won't apologize for that...and honestly, i am super excited about this kid. i was a little scared at first, but i'll be ok. really, this pregnancy has helped me straigten out my life and get my shit together. i'ma fuckin' adult, and it's about time i act like it. so i am.
to "the doc":
you should really find a way to get ahold of me sometime.
to nicole:
i really wana play magic with someone and you haven't seen my "cute little pregnant tummy" yet! ^^
oh, yeah...my schedual at work is finally full time, DAYS!! yes...no one likes to close. and having my evenings free is awesome. i work mon.-fri., 9.30a-5.30p. woorah. but some lady i checked out today told me i "such a cute little pregant tummy". it made my day.
so i'm guna talk to him tonight...the post break-up "talk". i know hes fuckin' scared...*sigh* i wish i could make him not scared. i'd do fuckin' anything for him. i mean, i love him. really, truely...hopefully tonight will go very sanely...and he'll remember that he does love me...cuz i know he does. and it's his birthday tomorrow too...and i don't get to celebrate it with him. *sigh*
and since cliff moved out...because i spent most of my time with him...i've kinda become a recluse. i need socialization... ><;; ...anyways...i'm glad i don't work evenings anymore. and hopefully, i'll be getting a new cell soon. i'll post my numero whenever i get it.