the us and it's dumb fucking ideas about alcohol and age can kiss my ass. sucks to know your friends would rather have a beer than hang out with you.

so, last night was awesomely fun. thank you, Reese! I want to come visit again soon. And by soon I mean maybe next summer, unless I'm unexpectedly back in EL sooner while you're in AA ( Read more... )

wow- the year is so close to over that I'm no longer even in New Haven. My last paper will unfortunately not be written in my chair, with my gi-normous computer and monster drinks from Durfee's. Instead, it will be tomorrow night in my basement, which is now renovated and lovely. hurrah. one more push, and I'll be dooooooone ( Read more... )

I fuck everything up. I was supposed to turn in my laundry today, so that it would be done by friday-- in addition to my own, I was going to turn in some for a friend who's visiting and living out of a suitcase. last night I got everything ready, but I didn't turn it in because I needed one more pair of jeans. I thought my roommate was hooking up ( Read more... )

difficult to know when you're in the presence of greatness. I think I can learn a lot from them. this is sort of exciting. and I need to figure out how to absorp as much information as possible.

so it goes. I was never much good at subtlety anyway-- belting is my thing.

addendum:
I did something bad. I've never begun to lose feeling before. it scares me slightly.

today the dean told me that if I have manic tendencies, I should start watching my mental health more carefully-- sleeping more, making sure I have a manageable scheudle, etc, because "once you cross that bridge, you might not be able to come back." this worries me some. and yet I'm up again at 4am, and my paper is not done. yar.
j

surprisingly happy ( Read more... )

there is a lot of initiation screaming outside my window right now, and it's making it hard to concentrate. secret societies here are nuts. I kind of want to be in one.

in other news, the show went really well-- I'm happy. =)

and exhausted. ds paper, here I come.

j

schmuel video is amazing...I'm sorry for ever having doubted JHB. woohoo-- it's all coming together!
j