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hi. so I'm writing again. thought to myself a while back that I didn't need to post on lj anymore. turned out I was wrong. so here I am, as emo as ever.
and, we broke up.
I thought that was the best. I still think that is the best tho. none of us will realize how deep have we gone to the wrong cave if I didn't break it up. but, I swear to God it really hurts. the process was hurtful. the so-called six degree of separation? not better. thought I would forget it easily, move on with my life, yet I... it doesn't move as smooth as I thought it would be. I knew how I was in love, but I didn't have any idea about the measurement until now. cheesy, girly things like this makes me wanna puke on myself but yeah.
what more hurt is the fact that she has walked away. maybe little by little, but I know she's walking. hell, it gets 183917101 times harder to talk to her when you know you can't be as clingy as before. and it hurts 173971928192991 times to know that maybe, she's sick of me and doesn't want me anymore and yeah good bye.
I know I was and I am selfish but sometimes karma is the bitch here, so what can I do right?
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and, we broke up.
I thought that was the best. I still think that is the best tho. none of us will realize how deep have we gone to the wrong cave if I didn't break it up. but, I swear to God it really hurts. the process was hurtful. the so-called six degree of separation? not better. thought I would forget it easily, move on with my life, yet I... it doesn't move as smooth as I thought it would be. I knew how I was in love, but I didn't have any idea about the measurement until now. cheesy, girly things like this makes me wanna puke on myself but yeah.
what more hurt is the fact that she has walked away. maybe little by little, but I know she's walking. hell, it gets 183917101 times harder to talk to her when you know you can't be as clingy as before. and it hurts 173971928192991 times to know that maybe, she's sick of me and doesn't want me anymore and yeah good bye.
I know I was and I am selfish but sometimes karma is the bitch here, so what can I do right?
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