temptation
I've never been this tempted to hurt myself. to cut. to see blood streams from my arm. to see my body can be more hurt than my heart and mind.
problems. school shits. pressure. everything is too much. I should have known that I'm not the type of person that could commit to an event with all my heart. now the pressure and the everything.
why must it be me? why do I am always the one who looks responsible and has leadership heart? no I'm not. I'm just a coward. I'm nothing and no good. I can't do anything, and EVERYTHING you want me to do.
I want to cut my self. hurt myself.
I can't stand this.
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problems. school shits. pressure. everything is too much. I should have known that I'm not the type of person that could commit to an event with all my heart. now the pressure and the everything.
why must it be me? why do I am always the one who looks responsible and has leadership heart? no I'm not. I'm just a coward. I'm nothing and no good. I can't do anything, and EVERYTHING you want me to do.
I want to cut my self. hurt myself.
I can't stand this.
Posted via m.livejournal.com.