raining - yay
Despite being awakened at 5 a.m. by the cat yet again (I let her know in no uncertain terms that that isn't cool, even if her food bowl is empty, and I was able to get back to sleep, realizing only when I woke up about an hour late that I never set my alarm last night - was she trying to warn me?) I feel about 1000 times better today than yesterday - 2700 words written last evening, a good night's sleep, and a gray, damp, cool morning. A lot of things are still fucked (namely, I'm still unable to make major decisions, and I am still having problems communicating verbally and in email), but at least the weather's nicer and my menstrual hell is now over.
Now, let's hope I can start putting myself back together, so I can make other things get better, since nobody and nothing is going to do it for me.
Tonight's hope-plans: Goodwill for a cotton sheet to sleep under when the weather's really hot; Trader Joe's/Limbo for salad, fruit and veg; watching the Heroes episodes "Run!" and "Unexpected"; write 2500 more words; a halfway healthsome dinner; put Advantage on the cat; an uninterrupted night's sleep this time.
If I can't get to Goodwill tonight, I'll go tomorrow, since I'll be in the 'hood - tomorrow I'm going to Free Geek and seeing if I can buy all of the hardware that I need (DVD-ROM, 20Gb internal or USB external hard drive, 60ft ethernet cable, Airport Express wireless card). If you've got any of these items and you're willing to part with them, do let me know - I like to financially support Free Geek, but if I don't have to, I'd rather save the money and reuse.
Now, let's hope I can start putting myself back together, so I can make other things get better, since nobody and nothing is going to do it for me.
Tonight's hope-plans: Goodwill for a cotton sheet to sleep under when the weather's really hot; Trader Joe's/Limbo for salad, fruit and veg; watching the Heroes episodes "Run!" and "Unexpected"; write 2500 more words; a halfway healthsome dinner; put Advantage on the cat; an uninterrupted night's sleep this time.
If I can't get to Goodwill tonight, I'll go tomorrow, since I'll be in the 'hood - tomorrow I'm going to Free Geek and seeing if I can buy all of the hardware that I need (DVD-ROM, 20Gb internal or USB external hard drive, 60ft ethernet cable, Airport Express wireless card). If you've got any of these items and you're willing to part with them, do let me know - I like to financially support Free Geek, but if I don't have to, I'd rather save the money and reuse.