Title: Making Memories (5 Moments Sungmin thinks about when Kyuhyun is in China)
Pairing: Sungmin/Kyuhyun
Author:
teexsaurusRating: R (for one sexual scene, but otherwise PG)
Word count: 2164 words of Idek what.
Summary: Sungmin and Kyuhyun spend a lifetime making memories together since they cannot make babies. Mostly fluff, but I just couldn't leave out the sex.
A/N: This is the product of my boredom. I clearly have no life since I have nothing better to do than write after my exams. And because I have no romance or whatsoever in my life, I can only write about their romance. Fml. Okay, enough of my ranting.
Super Junior M members are coming back from China today. But when the message gets to Sungmin, it automatically translates to “Kyuhyun is coming back from China today”. The other members in the dorm can see, or rather, feel how happy Sungmin is, because he just gives off these happy vibes that are so infectious it changes an ordinary day into one that seems like a special occasion.
Sungmin thinks about Kyuhyun, he always does, though he always denies it when Kyuhyun asks, “Hyung, did you miss me?” For a moment, Sungmin would think that Donghae’s spirit has taken over Kyuhyun’s body, before he snaps back to reality and replies him with a monotonous “No.” and a half-hidden smile. Then, Kyuhyun would pout and wrap himself around Sungmin, “But I missed you, hyung. So much.” Sungmin gives in, he always does. He’d tiptoe and press a kiss to Kyuhyun’s lips before murmuring softly, “I know, I missed you too, Kyu. So much.”
This is them, he thinks. This is his Kyuhyun. To the world, Kyuhyun is the sarcastic and witty magnae of Super Junior. To Sungmin, Kyuhyun is the man he loves, and the boy who saves all his aegyo for him. He thinks about all these, and he wonders how he manages to make it through each time they’re separated for weeks. This is when he feeds on the memories of all their time spent together so that he can escape from the loneliness for a little while more.
1.
It’s his 21st birthday, and Heechul insisted that they do something big. He knew something was up when he saw the extra large cake, and the huge stash of booze. “It’s the New Year’s! Look happier, before I have to make you,” Heechul exclaimed before he sauntered off to victimize someone else. “It’s my birthday, hyung,” Sungmin rolled his eyes and muttered under his breath. He knew Heechul wanted to make things fun, but fun in Heechul’s books meant chaos. The night finally ended, after Heechul stripped Hankyung to his boxers, tooksuggestive pictures of Siwon and molested practically every other member. Sungmin retreated to his room and smiled as he saw all the presents laid on his bed, but a particular card caught his eye.
Said card was white, with the words “Happy Birthday” printed in rainbow colors, and right below was an oddly shaped heart. Sungmin could even see the pencil lines which were due to the repeated action of drawing and erasing; he could even see that the person who drew it must have taken the painstaking effort to color the entire heart red. There was no message or whatsoever, and Sungmin couldn’t figure out who amongst the members could have given this handmade card to him.
“Hey,” Kyuhyun greeted softly as he entered their shared room. Sungmin noticed an awkward difference about him as soon as he entered -Kyuhyun was nervous. Before he had time to scrutinize the magnae any further, Kyuhyun spoke up again, “Uhm, hyung, do you like what I gave you?”
Sungmin smiled apologetically as he immediately began to look through all the presents for the one from Kyuhyun, “Sorry Kyuhyunnie, I haven’t seen it, but I’ll look for it now… oh my god, I can’t find it!” He looked up, only to find Kyuhyun staring at his own feet like he wished the floor would split open and swallow him up -then it struck him. He couldn’t stop his lips from curving into a huge grin as he picked up the handmade card, “Is this from you?” Sungmin was almost sure of the answer.
Kyuhyun sat down next to him, but continued looking down and played with his fingers, “…Yeah, you know, uhm,” he stuttered, “It’s your birthday… and… and I wanted to confess to you, soHeechul-hyungsaidIshouldgiveyoumyheartasagift.”
Sungmin fought to keep the confused look on his face although he could figure most of the words out. Kyuhyun saw the confusion on his face, and he took a deep breath before repeating softly and shyly, “Heechul-hyung said I should give you my heart as a gift. So… here it is.”
Sungmin saw that Kyuhyun was blushing furiously, and he decided not to tease the poor boy any further. “Oh, Kyuhyunnie,” he chuckled as he leaned in for a kiss.
Their first kiss wasn’t out of place at all, in fact, it felt like both of them had waited for this since forever. It was slow and sweet, like how it’s like in those sappy romance movies, but Sungmin didn’t mind being cliché for once.
When they finally broke apart, Sungmin couldn’t hold back his laughter any further, “Kyuhyunnie, that was really cute, you know.” Kyuhyun groaned and swore to never go to Heechul for relationship advice -or any advice for that matter- ever again.
The clumsily handmade card has since been framed up and it hangs on the wall of their room.
2.
It’s when Kyuhyun suddenly announces during dinner that he and Sungmin are together, and he wants to replace the two beds in their room for one. Sungmin chokes on his soup and starts coughing while the other members stop eating and stare at the KyuMin couple. Kyuhyun pats his back and they sit in silence waiting for someone to say something.
Eeteuk breaks the silence, as usual, trying to sound very leader-ish, but failing altogether, “Well, we kind of knew already, because you know… the both of you are not quite the discreet couple.”
“Yeah,” Kangin continues, “At the Music Bank backstage last week…”
“Photo shoot two days ago…” Yesung adds in.
“Dance studio.”
“Recording studio.”
“And -”
“Oh my god!” Sungmin’s cheeks heat up and he hides his face in Kyuhyun’s chest. Kyuhyun wraps and arm around him and resumes eating, and Sungmin wonders if this is the same person, the shy boy who confessed to him with an awkwardly designed handmade card.
Their bed arrives, and Eeteuk says it’s a gift from all the members to congratulate them for finally getting together.
Sungmin hears Yesung ‘whisper’ into Ryeowook’s ear, “Wookie, maybe we should tell the rest about us too… then maybe we can get that piano…”
He laughs quietly to himself when he sees Ryeowook slapping Yesung’s arm lightly and he tugs Kyuhyun’s hand so they can retreat to the privacy of their room to test out their new bed.
3.
It’s the first time they have sex, and it’s on their new bed. Sungmin bites onto Kyuhyun’s shoulder as he tries to suppress his moans while riding Kyuhyun fast and rough. He lets out a moan when Kyuhyun thrusts up, and he completely lets go of himself. He doesn’t care if the other members hear them, he doesn’t care if the rest of the world hears. Eventually, it gets so intense that he stops thinking altogether.
Kyuhyun flips their position and slams into him, and he gasps his name, “Kyuhyun!” Even though it’s snowing outside, it’s burning in the room and Sungmin feels as if he’s on fire. Kyuhyun’s so deep in him; pounding into him relentlessly. Their tongues tangle and Kyuhyun’s tongue is sliding in and out of his mouth, mimicking what he’s doing with his cock. Sungmin wraps his legs around his waist and Kyuhyun groans as he pushes in deeper, “Fuck, Min, you’re so tight…” Sungmin lets out a loud moan as Kyuhyun’s husky voice whispers filth into his ear. This domineering side of Kyuhyun is new to him because even though Kyuhyun is sarcastic all the time, he’s always been gentle to Sungmin. Sex-driven Kyuhyun might be new to Sungmin, but it turns him on till no end, and he knows he’ll never get enough of this.
“Oh god, please, Kyuhyun, fuck me harder, please,” he’s aching for Kyuhyun to take him harder because he just wants and needs to feel more of him.
Kyuhyun pauses and leans in and breathes into his ear, “As you wish.” Then he snaps his hips forward and Sungmin moans shamelessly as Kyuhyun begins pounding into him deeper and harder than before.
Sungmin is tight heat wrapped around him, and Kyuhyun knows he can’t last much longer. He reaches down and pulls at Sungmin’s dripping erection. “No, don’t…” Sungmin manages between pants as he reaches down to pull Kyuhyun’s hand away, “I want to come without you touching me… I want to come with you so deep inside me… I want to -Oh fuck, Kyuhyun!” Kyuhyun is surprised by his boyfriend’s wanton moans, but it’s exactly what he needs to push the both of them over the edge. He comes deep inside Sungmin, and they remain in the same position for a little while more, because it’s not about sex anymore. It’s the feeling of being so close to each other without having any gaps in between, quite literally.
They bask in the afterglow, feeling contented, until Sungmin pushes Kyuhyun over and climbs above him, staring into his eyes with this mischievous glint, “Ready for another round?”
4.
Sungmin is sitting on their bed reading a magazine when Kyuhyun comes into their room and flops down on the bed beside him. Kyuhyun leans over to see what he’s reading, but his hair is still wet after his shower and the water droplets fall onto some Hollywood star’s face, blurring his mega-watt smile. Sungmin glares at Kyuhyun accusingly while the younger simply shrugs his shoulders innocently and motions at the towel next to him. Sungmin stares at Kyuhyun for a moment, before sighing and resigning to his fate, picking up the towel and drying Kyuhyun’s hair.
-Sungmin pauses for a moment and laughs to himself as he thinks about this. The same scenario repeats every night. They can avoid it, Kyuhyun can just dry his hair by himself or Sungmin can just refuse to dry it for him. But they don’t want to avoid it.-
Sungmin is in the middle of his long speech on how it’s bad to leave your hair wet after you shower for the umpteenth time, and Kyuhyun is pretending to listen for the umpteenth time. Sungmin knows, and he’s about to smack the impudent magnae when he gets cut off by the younger man, “Min, I love you.” Sungmin’s hand that’s about to give Kyuhyun’s head a good smack freezes in midair and he stutters, “W-What?” Kyuhyun turns around and looks at his stunned boyfriend expectantly and pouts when he realizes he’s not getting any response. Sungmin gapes at his boyfriend’s childish behavior before he grins widely and decides to play along, “Aigoo, why is my Kyuhyunnie so cute?” He drags the last word as he pulls Kyuhyun into his embrace.
“Hyung, I said I love you,” Kyuhyun’s voice is muffled against Sungmin’s shirt, but he still can make out the words. He sighs inwardly as he realizes what the man in his arms can do to him with his words. He’s not used to displaying his affections outwardly, but Kyuhyun loves to pick the weirdest moments to whisper sweet nothings to him. Each time, he tries to hide his embarrassment by laughing, because he’s not used to it, but Kyuhyun is persistent and he manages to see through Sungmin every time.
“I love you too,” he whispers softly into Kyuhyun’s ear, and the magnae beams at him with a contented look -a look he never shows to anyone else. Sungmin can’t help but to smile when he sees that Kyuhyun is so easily contented with just a few words, and then he doesn’t mind that much anymore. He doesn’t mind that Kyuhyun affects him so easily; He doesn’t mind that Kyuhyun makes him blush with those three words; He doesn’t mind saying it to Kyuhyun more often, because he’d do anything to make him happy.
5.
Sungmin’s sifting through his memories when a warm pair of hands suddenly pull him into an even warmer embrace. He stops thinking, and relaxes his entire body. Kyuhyun is back.
He smiles inwardly when Kyuhyun whispers into his ear, “Hyung, did you miss me?”
He fights hard to keep a straight face and replies with a monotonous “No.”
He can already feel Kyuhyun pouting as he feels warm breath wafting over his ear, “But I missed you, hyung. So much.”
Sungmin smiles, as he tiptoes and presses a kiss to Kyuhyun’s lips, “I know, I missed you too, Kyu. So much.” And he melts into Kyuhyun’s waiting arms.
While he buries his face in Kyuhyun’s chest, breathing in his scent and feeling his presence, Sungmin thinks there are some things that change, and some things that simply don’t. It will always be the same love between them, but they will have a lifetime to make new memories together.
Sungmin never manages to fill in the spot for the fifth thing he thinks about, because Kyuhyun is always back before that, and then they make new memories together.