OK, so I guess I'll post in here again. It seems no one is really around anymore and lately I just need a place to talk to myself. It's hard to be heard I guess when everything around you is so noisy
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I understand wanting things to stay the same, but sometimes change isn't all bad. I miss the high school days, but I look forward to the college days and the days after, I just want my friends to be there too. Maybe things will be different, and maybe not ever as good, but something with you is better than nothing I guess. I don't really know what to say about the past and even the future, all I really know to say is what I want. God, I'm confusing myself... I suck at this stuff. I don't know, maybe we just have to ride this wave and see if it works out this time. Maybe I'm just tired and need to go to bed.
I know I wasn't really friends with you in high school, actually for the longest time, I thought you were annoying and immature. I guess that's what happens when you have to grow up faster than the kids around you. Once we were seniors I got to know you better and realize you weren't as annoying as I thought and that you were actually quite fun
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It's funny... the only things I want back really are you guys. I love being a kind of adult now, and the idea of medical school and the two or three lasting relationships I've made down here are incredible... we've all grown and changed so much it's hard to believe, and it's scary. I just hope we all come out of it together in the end.
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