OK, so I guess I'll post in here again. It seems no one is really around anymore and lately I just need a place to talk to myself. It's hard to be heard I guess when everything around you is so noisy
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I know I wasn't really friends with you in high school, actually for the longest time, I thought you were annoying and immature. I guess that's what happens when you have to grow up faster than the kids around you. Once we were seniors I got to know you better and realize you weren't as annoying as I thought and that you were actually quite fun.
I've missed you since you've been gone. I barely see anyone now if I don't work with them and miss it. I want to have the old days back. The days when I only had to work one job and go to school. The days when I could be nieve(to some extent), the days before I had my heart broken for the first time, before all the bs happened and the days when I could be young and irresponsible.
I'm almost done with college. I have a summer class to take and one more semester after that. It's so hard to believe that I have to be out in the world more than I am now. Somedays I feel like I'm ready to settle down, get married and have kids and other days I swear I'm never getting married and never having kids. I can't figure out what I want and what's right for me.
Damn this shit sucks.
By the way if you have myspace or facebook find me.
It's funny... the only things I want back really are you guys. I love being a kind of adult now, and the idea of medical school and the two or three lasting relationships I've made down here are incredible... we've all grown and changed so much it's hard to believe, and it's scary. I just hope we all come out of it together in the end.
I've missed you since you've been gone. I barely see anyone now if I don't work with them and miss it. I want to have the old days back. The days when I only had to work one job and go to school. The days when I could be nieve(to some extent), the days before I had my heart broken for the first time, before all the bs happened and the days when I could be young and irresponsible.
I'm almost done with college. I have a summer class to take and one more semester after that. It's so hard to believe that I have to be out in the world more than I am now. Somedays I feel like I'm ready to settle down, get married and have kids and other days I swear I'm never getting married and never having kids. I can't figure out what I want and what's right for me.
Damn this shit sucks.
By the way if you have myspace or facebook find me.
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