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I am the worlds greatest procrastinator. i am also so sick of writing. I don't do it that often but when i write in big blocks i get so bored.
Putting off doing homework right now for 20th century art, thinking about all that has happened this past summer and feeling so sad that it's really coming to an end. Starting the frist week in october I will be working 6 days a week. 4 non-paid and 2-paid. The 4 non-paid is the time I've been devoting to NBC Sports. Logging NFL tapes and times as well as running errands and tapes around the building for my boss and those under her. It's been interesting. I work with 4 other boys. All of which love and understand football. I realize i may have made a mistake with this whole internship ordeal. I thought it would be the best way to branch away from GA and all the bullshit from last year but i find myself hating this job and wishing i didn't want it so bad. I knwo its good for the future if i ever need a job. but im not so sure where ill end up now. I don't know. what would make me really happy right now would be to move to CA or NYC and go to a different school, major in writing and cinema studies and take things from there. I'm tired of film and tv and my life really, yea i guess thats it im tired of my life.....BORED! BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED!!
This summer however, was the greatest summer I've had in a long time. working at a store called nancy and co. in southampton and partying on saturday nights with my girls at the drift not to mention visiting my cousin chris and his wife beth and their new baby boy shane in Hampton bays has really made me question who i am and where ive come from. Long island is really a great place to be. But like all places you have to leave to appreciate it. I'm trying to go to vegas for my 21st next summer...oh you better believe that will happen.
Anyways in the meantime, still trying to figure out where my ambition went and hopefully finding an apartment in the city so i wont have to commute 6 days a week in there.
etc. etc.
leslie
Putting off doing homework right now for 20th century art, thinking about all that has happened this past summer and feeling so sad that it's really coming to an end. Starting the frist week in october I will be working 6 days a week. 4 non-paid and 2-paid. The 4 non-paid is the time I've been devoting to NBC Sports. Logging NFL tapes and times as well as running errands and tapes around the building for my boss and those under her. It's been interesting. I work with 4 other boys. All of which love and understand football. I realize i may have made a mistake with this whole internship ordeal. I thought it would be the best way to branch away from GA and all the bullshit from last year but i find myself hating this job and wishing i didn't want it so bad. I knwo its good for the future if i ever need a job. but im not so sure where ill end up now. I don't know. what would make me really happy right now would be to move to CA or NYC and go to a different school, major in writing and cinema studies and take things from there. I'm tired of film and tv and my life really, yea i guess thats it im tired of my life.....BORED! BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED!!
This summer however, was the greatest summer I've had in a long time. working at a store called nancy and co. in southampton and partying on saturday nights with my girls at the drift not to mention visiting my cousin chris and his wife beth and their new baby boy shane in Hampton bays has really made me question who i am and where ive come from. Long island is really a great place to be. But like all places you have to leave to appreciate it. I'm trying to go to vegas for my 21st next summer...oh you better believe that will happen.
Anyways in the meantime, still trying to figure out where my ambition went and hopefully finding an apartment in the city so i wont have to commute 6 days a week in there.
etc. etc.
leslie