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so my dad calls tonight, tonight's his last night here. i didn't call back, or answer. jeremy called him back, they talked some. he gets off the phone and tells me that dad left $50 at his mom's for us. now i feel like shit, but i know i shouldn't. HE should've tried seeing me, i didn't really care about getting anything, it's really the thought that counts. now i'm feeling bad cuz he's giving me money after i bitched about him, but i still didn't see him. yes i could've called, but why couldn't he have called me? he knows my cell number.. urr i hate having a conscience. [spelling]