venting agaaaaaain.
there's the warning. so if you don't want to read it scroll past hah.
i always seem to vent in here because i seem to explain things better when i'm writing it rather than talking. so again, i didn't go to school again. and i've noticed the only days i don't want to go are my b day classes. they're all my work classes, but most of them aren't really difficult. my last period class is a junior social studies and i am always stressed about it. ms. youcis is my teacher and i always have so much work to do in her class. there's always alot to do and it just completely stresses me out. i hate not going to school cuz it makes me feel that much worse. but for some reason i feel like when something is bothering me or stressing me out i stay away from it. i think i'm a pretty busy person, way more than i used to be. i work all the time, and when i'm not working i'm at school, or night school. i hate it. i just want to start winding down and having time to think. i know this all sounds really immature, but it's how i deal with things and i don't like it. what i need to do is suck it up and start going. i'm not behind in any of my classes. infact i just checked my grades and they're all really good. i just can't take much more of this. i tell myself the same thing every night before i go to bed that i'm going to school, on time. fuck i suck. i just need to fuckin relax. there. i'm done.
i always seem to vent in here because i seem to explain things better when i'm writing it rather than talking. so again, i didn't go to school again. and i've noticed the only days i don't want to go are my b day classes. they're all my work classes, but most of them aren't really difficult. my last period class is a junior social studies and i am always stressed about it. ms. youcis is my teacher and i always have so much work to do in her class. there's always alot to do and it just completely stresses me out. i hate not going to school cuz it makes me feel that much worse. but for some reason i feel like when something is bothering me or stressing me out i stay away from it. i think i'm a pretty busy person, way more than i used to be. i work all the time, and when i'm not working i'm at school, or night school. i hate it. i just want to start winding down and having time to think. i know this all sounds really immature, but it's how i deal with things and i don't like it. what i need to do is suck it up and start going. i'm not behind in any of my classes. infact i just checked my grades and they're all really good. i just can't take much more of this. i tell myself the same thing every night before i go to bed that i'm going to school, on time. fuck i suck. i just need to fuckin relax. there. i'm done.