Too late
Title: Too late
Pairing: Yamachii, Chiitaro
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Summary: Yamada had the opportunity but he let it pass, now he regrets it.
It’s painful. It’s painful to see you smile and laugh knowing that is not for me, no with me.
To see you hugging and kissing him, and the worst is to know that it could have been me and I just let it pass. It should have been me but I didn't let it happen.
I know you used to love me, you used to repeat it all the time; and the truth is I loved you to… I still do.
But I was a coward for not accepting it. I was scared of what people might have think if we were actually together, I wasn’t sure I could endure the stares of people in the streets if they saw us holding hands.
Maybe I thought you would wait for me all your life… but you didn’t.
Yes, I know I’m being selfish just thinking about myself. After all, you waited for me…a long time, and I just couldn’t make up my mind. You suffered to, I’m sorry.
But at the end you gave up on me, and I did nothing while I saw you getting away from me and opening your heart to Ryutaro.
No more Ryosuke or Ryo-chan, no more I love you or you’re mine. Your hugs and smiles weren’t for me anymore. You just replaced me… and I did nothing about it.
Now I see you happy but no with me
I see you smile but not to me
I see you look but not for me
I see you kiss but no my lips.
It hurt, it hurt so much.
I’m sitting here, watching you sit on his laps, all smile and happy.
If I had accepted when I had the chance we would have been happy.
But now is meaningless to think about what it would have been and never was.
Now I could say it but my word doesn’t reach you anymore.
I love you, I try to say
But I guess is just too late.
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I haven't been able of writing in a while because of school, but I take a break and write this.
I normally write Chinen as the one suffering so I wanted to write Yamada suffering for ones.
I hope It's not too bad. Please comment >.<
As always hope you like it ^.^
Pairing: Yamachii, Chiitaro
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Summary: Yamada had the opportunity but he let it pass, now he regrets it.
It’s painful. It’s painful to see you smile and laugh knowing that is not for me, no with me.
To see you hugging and kissing him, and the worst is to know that it could have been me and I just let it pass. It should have been me but I didn't let it happen.
I know you used to love me, you used to repeat it all the time; and the truth is I loved you to… I still do.
But I was a coward for not accepting it. I was scared of what people might have think if we were actually together, I wasn’t sure I could endure the stares of people in the streets if they saw us holding hands.
Maybe I thought you would wait for me all your life… but you didn’t.
Yes, I know I’m being selfish just thinking about myself. After all, you waited for me…a long time, and I just couldn’t make up my mind. You suffered to, I’m sorry.
But at the end you gave up on me, and I did nothing while I saw you getting away from me and opening your heart to Ryutaro.
No more Ryosuke or Ryo-chan, no more I love you or you’re mine. Your hugs and smiles weren’t for me anymore. You just replaced me… and I did nothing about it.
Now I see you happy but no with me
I see you smile but not to me
I see you look but not for me
I see you kiss but no my lips.
It hurt, it hurt so much.
I’m sitting here, watching you sit on his laps, all smile and happy.
If I had accepted when I had the chance we would have been happy.
But now is meaningless to think about what it would have been and never was.
Now I could say it but my word doesn’t reach you anymore.
I love you, I try to say
But I guess is just too late.
______________________________________________________________________________
I haven't been able of writing in a while because of school, but I take a break and write this.
I normally write Chinen as the one suffering so I wanted to write Yamada suffering for ones.
I hope It's not too bad. Please comment >.<
As always hope you like it ^.^