Dec 23, 2005 08:09
i am in an even deaper depression today and i dont know why. i try to go to sleep and i hear kate, like i hear as if she is right there, this is something that has happened to me in the past it happens when i am close to someone. i can hear their thought and i canhear when they are having strong emotions. what i hear with kate is crying and screaming. it is killing me to hear this, if you ever heard kate cry you would understand. i cant sleep, everytime i have a quiet moment i hear her and i know atleast one of you will say its demons tom but in fact no it isnt i know the difference. she is hurting a lot i can tell. i ahve no clue why this is happening but she is coming over saturday so i will try and talk to her then, i hope she will actually talk to me. i really dont know what else to say so bye for now.