she isnt responding....but i am
ok so i havent really told anybody about what happend the day after i got kicked out of school or what is going on in a family that is like a second family to me.
the morning after i got kicked out of school i got a call from a good friend of mine...marcy
she was crying and completly histerical....she told me her mom had cancer
her mom is like a second mom to me...her whole family is i mean i call her parents mom and dad!
so i went over there and talked to her and her mom and when i went downstairs i saw my at the time boyfriend and his best friend(marcy's older brother) and apperintly jeff had finaly told him that we were dating...and well we all got in a big fight and i told jeff it was over
i had no reason to dump him
and i still dont know why i did...but i did
when i left the house i went to vic(the school i had just gotten kicked out of) to see a friend like i had promised i would
when i went to my old locker i ran into my at the time best friend and earlyer in the day she had sent me a txt that i hadnt liked and that had just pissed me off...i dont know maybey i just needed somebody to be mad at...but i told i wasnt speaking to her when she said hello
we got into a huge argument in the hall and i walked off...mostly because that was the last thing i could handle and i just started bawling
the next week was my first time doing E and after that i became a total E-tard doing almost everyday
its been a month and a half since i have had any alchohal or E
and today marcy called and told me that her mom isnt responding to treatments and that she is going to die
it finally set in that she will die and that i screwed up
everything has changed and its not in a good way like i used to think it was
the morning after i got kicked out of school i got a call from a good friend of mine...marcy
she was crying and completly histerical....she told me her mom had cancer
her mom is like a second mom to me...her whole family is i mean i call her parents mom and dad!
so i went over there and talked to her and her mom and when i went downstairs i saw my at the time boyfriend and his best friend(marcy's older brother) and apperintly jeff had finaly told him that we were dating...and well we all got in a big fight and i told jeff it was over
i had no reason to dump him
and i still dont know why i did...but i did
when i left the house i went to vic(the school i had just gotten kicked out of) to see a friend like i had promised i would
when i went to my old locker i ran into my at the time best friend and earlyer in the day she had sent me a txt that i hadnt liked and that had just pissed me off...i dont know maybey i just needed somebody to be mad at...but i told i wasnt speaking to her when she said hello
we got into a huge argument in the hall and i walked off...mostly because that was the last thing i could handle and i just started bawling
the next week was my first time doing E and after that i became a total E-tard doing almost everyday
its been a month and a half since i have had any alchohal or E
and today marcy called and told me that her mom isnt responding to treatments and that she is going to die
it finally set in that she will die and that i screwed up
everything has changed and its not in a good way like i used to think it was