confussion between worlds
yay!!!!
i am finally not grounded anymore....a whole fucking month of work and family is over!
ok so this is what happened:
ok so i got into a fight with my mom a little over a month ago and walked out of the house
i went to friends place wich is like total druggie place...seriously the only way they let you wake up ther is with a pipe or bong or joint in your face
any ways so i basically didnt leave the house exept for trips to the store for like 3 days!
i turned off my phone and refused to call my mom....you know until i was forced by terry to go home(which btw had no clue i was at donna's house till the 3rd day...he wasnt there mind you)
my mom grounded me and my 3 day bindge of not having a single moment of being sobber ended.
it has been 1 monthe and 1 week since that happened and i have sober the entire time exept for a little bit of pot here and there...but i also havent seen anybody that i wasnt related to or worked with since then...if i go back to hanging with the same people i might start doing E like everyday and drinking all the time again.
but my problem is that i dont know if i wanna be sober or not.
i just wish i had more people to talk to about this...because right now 1 of my best friends has been forbiden to see me because of a night we spent in the reveigne and the other lives far away...but at least with the 1 the lives far away we talk on the phone at least once a day.
i am starting to miss my old friends and just the simplicity of the way things were.
but i dodnt know if that would be enough anymore either.
i dont know which world to choose or if i could ever go back to either!
i am finally not grounded anymore....a whole fucking month of work and family is over!
ok so this is what happened:
ok so i got into a fight with my mom a little over a month ago and walked out of the house
i went to friends place wich is like total druggie place...seriously the only way they let you wake up ther is with a pipe or bong or joint in your face
any ways so i basically didnt leave the house exept for trips to the store for like 3 days!
i turned off my phone and refused to call my mom....you know until i was forced by terry to go home(which btw had no clue i was at donna's house till the 3rd day...he wasnt there mind you)
my mom grounded me and my 3 day bindge of not having a single moment of being sobber ended.
it has been 1 monthe and 1 week since that happened and i have sober the entire time exept for a little bit of pot here and there...but i also havent seen anybody that i wasnt related to or worked with since then...if i go back to hanging with the same people i might start doing E like everyday and drinking all the time again.
but my problem is that i dont know if i wanna be sober or not.
i just wish i had more people to talk to about this...because right now 1 of my best friends has been forbiden to see me because of a night we spent in the reveigne and the other lives far away...but at least with the 1 the lives far away we talk on the phone at least once a day.
i am starting to miss my old friends and just the simplicity of the way things were.
but i dodnt know if that would be enough anymore either.
i dont know which world to choose or if i could ever go back to either!