Aug 14, 2006 01:02
Nothing. That's what I felt when I talked to you today. I didn't feel a thing and to tell the truth, nothing felt good. That feeling that I get when I see what you say to me on the screen didn't run up my spine and it wasn't followed by a sense of failure when you let me down for an unknown number of times. Roses, pictures, strange little post-its. Elbows on desks that don't wait on your every single word anymore. Man, why didn't anyone tell me that freedom was such a good feeling? And why do I feel like it might not last as long as I'd like?
Arguments are pointless when they are just there to piss people off. Why do you always have to be around for my worst moments? I hate the fact that you wasted the time of mine that you did and ruined relationships that you did. You're like a piece of clothing I bought that didn't fit or an electronic that malfunctioned. Is there any way I could take back the receipt and get my time back instead of my money? I know the 30 day period is up but maybe they'll let it slide this time.
Two sentences to sum up what I'm thinking of you. Fuck You..and I Love You.
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It's cool to criticize,
comfortably nestled on the sidelines
So sure your theories
match the rumors you heard second hand...
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Side Note - - School starts in fuckin' 9 days. Why?
-T