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Hey guys. I got to say lately I've been rather retarded with Blogging. I'd start up a long post. Then later decide not to post it cause I felt it really didn't say anything. I went through this Four Times! So I chucked the old ones and thought I'd give you all a status update on my sense of self.
I'm feeling a lot better guys. I'm actually starting to care about things again. I care about my school work sincerely. Thing is now I'm getting less social than I was before. It could be a good thing or a bad thing. I'm really not quite sure anymore.
All I know is that I know I have to plop down and study. And that urge to go out and be with people is subsiding. The energy loss is kind of a bummer. I mean I'm looking for people that have a certain energy quality to them. Cause I have that condition of needing energy, but regular people taste bad. Plain and Simple.
My friend and I were talking one day, and we somehow came across the topic of how deeply people see other people. Whether it be just the surface personality or their core personality. It is a wonder indeed. Cause in general I'm fairly accurate when I classify people, but I classify them by their general core attributes. My friend was telling me how most people don't see that far and usually only take the surface personality for as is.
I don't really understand, so we kind of dropped the topic eventually. It was like a gnat in the back of my mind though. And if any of you would care to explain to me what you notice about people when you first speak with them. I think it'd really help me out in figuring this out!
I'm feeling a lot better guys. I'm actually starting to care about things again. I care about my school work sincerely. Thing is now I'm getting less social than I was before. It could be a good thing or a bad thing. I'm really not quite sure anymore.
All I know is that I know I have to plop down and study. And that urge to go out and be with people is subsiding. The energy loss is kind of a bummer. I mean I'm looking for people that have a certain energy quality to them. Cause I have that condition of needing energy, but regular people taste bad. Plain and Simple.
My friend and I were talking one day, and we somehow came across the topic of how deeply people see other people. Whether it be just the surface personality or their core personality. It is a wonder indeed. Cause in general I'm fairly accurate when I classify people, but I classify them by their general core attributes. My friend was telling me how most people don't see that far and usually only take the surface personality for as is.
I don't really understand, so we kind of dropped the topic eventually. It was like a gnat in the back of my mind though. And if any of you would care to explain to me what you notice about people when you first speak with them. I think it'd really help me out in figuring this out!