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man things have changed these past few weeks.
its so strange.
laura moved out yesterday.
i started working like legit amounts of hours at the bake.
track has started and has been more fierce then ever before.
for some reason, i have stopped talking to people, for some reason i have started to talk and hang out with different people.
friends are on vacation, im jealous.
i officially got accepted to brown.
im now currently working out a plan to pay off my financial aid.
i rarely have an appetite anymore.
which is good but is also strange.
im getting my first C+ ever on my report card for 3rd quarter.
im kinda pissed.
daniel got his braces off today.
idk, even the stupidest, most minute things have been changing. and not neccesarily for the worse, but they have just changed. ive given a lot of thought to this summer, what ill be doing and who ill be hanging out with, accordingly ive also given a lot of thought as to who and what ill be associating with while in college. i used to think id stay in contact with like 50% of my friends, but recently i think ive been more realistic by expecting to only stay close with 4 or 5. its so weird, its the end of senior year and its all about to be over. its just so weird. exciting, but so strange.
but im ready to go. its cool, ive been researching brown alot and i can like picture where i want to live and what courses i want to take. im so ready to go out and meet amazing people who want to change the world, im ready for diversity and debate, im basically just psyched im going. finally.
i miss laura already, she left me this note yesterday thanking me for everything. oh jesus yesterday was hard. bringing her over to the brokingtons was one of the hardest things i think ive ever had to do. but i know shell be so happy there, which is why i am able to just be happy for her. we had her for 3 months and now its someone else turn to get to spend time with her.
zack, im pretty sure, is the only consistant thing right now, hes good, really good.
otherwise, its life, its real, its intense. i miss certain things, and especially certain people, but im sure these things will work themselves out in due time.
its so strange.
laura moved out yesterday.
i started working like legit amounts of hours at the bake.
track has started and has been more fierce then ever before.
for some reason, i have stopped talking to people, for some reason i have started to talk and hang out with different people.
friends are on vacation, im jealous.
i officially got accepted to brown.
im now currently working out a plan to pay off my financial aid.
i rarely have an appetite anymore.
which is good but is also strange.
im getting my first C+ ever on my report card for 3rd quarter.
im kinda pissed.
daniel got his braces off today.
idk, even the stupidest, most minute things have been changing. and not neccesarily for the worse, but they have just changed. ive given a lot of thought to this summer, what ill be doing and who ill be hanging out with, accordingly ive also given a lot of thought as to who and what ill be associating with while in college. i used to think id stay in contact with like 50% of my friends, but recently i think ive been more realistic by expecting to only stay close with 4 or 5. its so weird, its the end of senior year and its all about to be over. its just so weird. exciting, but so strange.
but im ready to go. its cool, ive been researching brown alot and i can like picture where i want to live and what courses i want to take. im so ready to go out and meet amazing people who want to change the world, im ready for diversity and debate, im basically just psyched im going. finally.
i miss laura already, she left me this note yesterday thanking me for everything. oh jesus yesterday was hard. bringing her over to the brokingtons was one of the hardest things i think ive ever had to do. but i know shell be so happy there, which is why i am able to just be happy for her. we had her for 3 months and now its someone else turn to get to spend time with her.
zack, im pretty sure, is the only consistant thing right now, hes good, really good.
otherwise, its life, its real, its intense. i miss certain things, and especially certain people, but im sure these things will work themselves out in due time.