This is the post for Yuletide request panic. Dear Yulewriter letter should be coming next - and yes, I should've written it earlier, I fail at this too.

Aaaaaah, I am going to fail. I have no imagination and no education, I am so not worthy! *runs in circles, screams and shouts*

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There are fandoms for which I'd like to maybe write but am too afraid of failing. This is actually me pondering about Yuletide and what to offer and remembering the things already written for those fandoms, and... argh. If I write for myself, I can just never show it to anyone, but to write a bland stupid nothing in a rare fandom which usually has ( Read more... )

For Yuletide I wrote a Miss Pym Disposes fanfic called ReemergenceIt is quite possibly underresearched, luckily betaed at the last moment (thanks to helpful Yuletide person Trialia), brought me even more doubts about my writing abilities than usual - but was possibly the most interesting and sort of personally timely thing I ever did for Yuletide. ( Read more... )

My Yuletide recipient still has not commented. *is worried*

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I finished the first draft of Yuletide story. 4,5 thousand words. Go me. Tomorrow I'll be rereading it and hoping it won't make me want to kill myself. Not sure about betaing, though - oh well, we'll see ( Read more... )

Yuletide panic breeds stupidity.

I caught myself at sort of wondering whether perhaps I shouldn't default instead of giving to my recipient a bad, no good, awful story.

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The Yuletide story passed the 1000-word mark. This is, I think, less than half ( Read more... )

I am trying to learn to take intervals between work - the non-computer intervals. Not so good for now - some cross-stitching, half an episode of Sasameki Koto, and then I turned to websurfing again. But it's a start. I think ( Read more... )

And now they are thinking of a Federal-level law for this stupidity of ours. And I'm not even surprised, but I keep being surprised by homophobia on the fandom level (from an anon meme type thingy: "I am annoyed at people rallying against this law. Come on, people, do you really think that propaganda of homosexuality is normal ( Read more... )

I looked at Yuletide ineligible fandoms, and practically everything I could have wanted is there. So... I can't go there with one fandom, guess I'm not going there. ... breaking a personal tradition, since I've done all the Yuletides since the very first one. And yes, I do care about things like that ( Read more... )