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When I came home yesterday from the appointment with the doctor I felt very very tired. So I quickly went to bed again, although it was only 5 PM. With a few little breaks, I slept until now. Very strange dreams. In one of them, I saw my oldest elder sister, but not as she looks now, I saw her as she must have looked like as a girl. She was running after an open train wagon in which my mother was, and where my other two elder sisters were too. She reached the wagon and went in. I cried to them to let me in too, and surprise, surprise, I made it inside too. When I had such "reaching" dreams before, I usually didn't make it. It gives me such a positive feeling inside that I made it this time. One other part of the dream was that I helped a woman in birth. She was lying on a table, and was crying, I am ready, or something. Then I held her, one hand behind her neck, the other behind her butt. Then she changed into a little baby. Then it was as if I held a gigantic blanket holding something, and it sort of broke and out came a big bear.
The most important one of the dreams though I had in the evening yesterday. I dreamt I was part in some community. I dreamt about seeing a head somewhere, and I put it over my head. I had a new head then. I had straight black hair that was a little bit long, slightly over my ears. I had black beard stubble all over my face. I sat with a woman on a couch, a woman that I think resembles "badassartgirl", a woman I met at yahoo art chat and found very attractive. I asked her for a date, and she yawned and said ok, at 6 PM tomorrow. Then I felt strange in that other head, and wanted my own back. I looked around and found my own head, only it had inflated. I picked it up and looked inside from below. It was empty apart from a lit lightbulb inside. I worried if I had lost my brain substance. Then I saw a friend from high school in the dream, and she smiled and said don't worry. Then I somehow lost that other head and had my own again. And felt much better.
The most important one of the dreams though I had in the evening yesterday. I dreamt I was part in some community. I dreamt about seeing a head somewhere, and I put it over my head. I had a new head then. I had straight black hair that was a little bit long, slightly over my ears. I had black beard stubble all over my face. I sat with a woman on a couch, a woman that I think resembles "badassartgirl", a woman I met at yahoo art chat and found very attractive. I asked her for a date, and she yawned and said ok, at 6 PM tomorrow. Then I felt strange in that other head, and wanted my own back. I looked around and found my own head, only it had inflated. I picked it up and looked inside from below. It was empty apart from a lit lightbulb inside. I worried if I had lost my brain substance. Then I saw a friend from high school in the dream, and she smiled and said don't worry. Then I somehow lost that other head and had my own again. And felt much better.