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Grr. I want a job. And a place to live in for the next couple years. I want too much. Things really are going well, but I have some anxiety around the near future: where to work, where to live, how to fund study abroad, what this summer is actually going to be like, etc etc. And some of the same old stuff, like I want to have a house and grow corn and tomatoes and many other foods. I wanna bike and be active until my stomach is flat and my muscles are back. I wanna stretch and dance and play and make art. I want to write my novel and my auto-bio and make food with friends and play ultimate.
I have two papers to write this weekend, and another due by the end of the semester. I got my study abroad application in, but there is plenty to do on that still. And my motivation for school is almost nil tonight. So I'm job hunting a little and maybe working on scholarships. Daniel and I are going to see a movie. Tomorrow and Sunday morning and Monday I'll paper write. Tomorrow night I'll see L. And soon this crazy, amazing semester will be over, and I'll figure out what's next. It's going to be good. Daniel is sweet to me and good, always supportive and encouraging and helping me grow. He bought me a pint of strawberries this week; this morning he made oatmeal with fresh strawberries and bananas. I'm going to miss him so damn much when I'm in India. Yay for Skype and Buddhism.
Alright, that's a good ramble. Thanks for reading
I have two papers to write this weekend, and another due by the end of the semester. I got my study abroad application in, but there is plenty to do on that still. And my motivation for school is almost nil tonight. So I'm job hunting a little and maybe working on scholarships. Daniel and I are going to see a movie. Tomorrow and Sunday morning and Monday I'll paper write. Tomorrow night I'll see L. And soon this crazy, amazing semester will be over, and I'll figure out what's next. It's going to be good. Daniel is sweet to me and good, always supportive and encouraging and helping me grow. He bought me a pint of strawberries this week; this morning he made oatmeal with fresh strawberries and bananas. I'm going to miss him so damn much when I'm in India. Yay for Skype and Buddhism.
Alright, that's a good ramble. Thanks for reading