So I dunno what's up with me but I totally need to be thinner. I don't know if I think I am fat or not, but I keep seeing chicks on the internets who are skinnier. Well, more toned. I weigh 110 pounds, I dunno that I want to lose weight so much as I want to like.. just be... I dunno, whatevs, I am too fat ( Read more... )

I need to calm down and care less about everything ( Read more... )

And so everything is as it was, and I am left empty again.
I have never given myself up to something like I just did, and for seemingly nothing.

I'd like it if from now on, everybody would just leave me alone. Permanently.

-Samantha

I am probably just made of poison and I wish no one would ever talk to me again because I am sick of taking perfectly good people and situations and turning them into as worthless of items as I am ( Read more... )

I always feel better when I come home. I can sleep at night, I don't cry, I hang outside even if it is alone, I don't worry as much... I mean, similarly negative thoughts will run through my mind but they won't have the physical effect on me that they do in Talla-trashy ( Read more... )

Where to begin? I just felt like I should force myself to do this now, while I enjoy my oreos and milk before I hit the bed for the next few hours, because I am and have been overwhelmed by thoughts. Many are lost forever now because I have taken so long to record any.. but here we go ( Read more... )

Estoy muy triste. No pienso que voy a estar mejor, tampoco. Pienso que tengo un mente roto. Quiero creer que hablando y trabajando contra mi tristeza va a cambiarme, pero.. es obvio que naci en esta manera: roto. Es un pensamiento muy triste, pero no parece que hay una respuesta para mi. Deseo que naci normal, de mente en buen salud. No se... No se ( Read more... )

Necesito hacer un diario en espanol cada fin de semana. Tengo la clase de espanol 3333.. Es el segundo parte del gramar y ...otras cosas de espanol. El punto es que no recuerdo muchas de las reglas de la idioma, y no se muchas palabras. Por esto, no puedo hablar en espanol nada mas. No se si esto es correcto tampoco.... Pero, mi maestra dijo que " ( Read more... )

I am taking 7 classes, two are only one credit electives. I am inching closer to graduating and so far the plan is to graduate early, in the fall. This is assuming I am able to get the few classes I need when the next course selection comes around, though! Ugh I would be so mad if I was held here a moment longer just because I didn't get to sign up ( Read more... )

I am taking the posters and stuff in my room down because my parents have to paint the room and sell the house ( Read more... )