All I want in life is to be happy, happy...
I need to calm down and care less about everything.
If I care less, I'll be less disappointed, and worry less.
If things don't matter to me and I can roll with the punches, I'll be happier, right?
It sounds so bad... to think that not caring for people or events as much in my life would make me feel better. I wonder if it's really better that way.
Sometimes I think my optimism, morals, and uplifting beliefs on how to live are all wasted on this world. I'd rather love every detail of life with all my heart and have hard work see things through and never let go of what I believe in.... but the world won't have it that way, hahaha.. If I love my career path and ideals, someone will come along and put a tree on the path and I'll have something to pout over. If I don't care, though, then the path that replaces it would be just as fulfilling... But how fulfilling would that be any way, in comparison?
If I love someone with all my heart and never do them wrong, they'll still be their selfish-self and never think of me, and move on to more economical endeavours with others. If I didn't love anyone completely, then heartarch wouldn't exist.
Do you see?
But really, I guess I am in the world of make-believe. Where love flows freely and people respect one another. The real world, however.. is forged of deceit and betrayal and ruthless battles to get to the top.
What am I to do?
-Sami
If I care less, I'll be less disappointed, and worry less.
If things don't matter to me and I can roll with the punches, I'll be happier, right?
It sounds so bad... to think that not caring for people or events as much in my life would make me feel better. I wonder if it's really better that way.
Sometimes I think my optimism, morals, and uplifting beliefs on how to live are all wasted on this world. I'd rather love every detail of life with all my heart and have hard work see things through and never let go of what I believe in.... but the world won't have it that way, hahaha.. If I love my career path and ideals, someone will come along and put a tree on the path and I'll have something to pout over. If I don't care, though, then the path that replaces it would be just as fulfilling... But how fulfilling would that be any way, in comparison?
If I love someone with all my heart and never do them wrong, they'll still be their selfish-self and never think of me, and move on to more economical endeavours with others. If I didn't love anyone completely, then heartarch wouldn't exist.
Do you see?
But really, I guess I am in the world of make-believe. Where love flows freely and people respect one another. The real world, however.. is forged of deceit and betrayal and ruthless battles to get to the top.
What am I to do?
-Sami