History repets itself
Ok so i have been thinking about well Darrell[this guy i like] and how he is making me angery but anyway while thinking about him i have relized that there alot of simalaritys between him and my ex fling thing Taylor[we where not technecly dating]...
First thing i have noticed is they have said some of the same things
Taylor:"I dont want you to get feelings for me"
Darrell:"I dont want you to like me too much"
Taylor:"no more sex"
Darrell:"no more cake[sex duh]"
And The ex factor
Taylor-Robin
Darrell-Heather
With taylor it was alway robin robin robin I hate robin..blah blah blah "but i would never be with her again"
[guess what he left me for her]
With Darrell Heather is just ALWAYS around and we have to keep everything from her And he talks about her alot..but just like taylor "i cant stand her i dont want to be with her again"
And they are both so back and forth
Taylor- He was always like i want to be with you i want to hang out blah blah blah.. I dont think we should hang out i dont want to be with you I dont want you to have feelings for me...one day he would be really sweet like i was important to him..then the next i was coming home at 2 in the morning crying...no sex...Yes sex..No sex..Yes sex....
Darrell-Come hang out..you hang out over here too much...Me:"darrell i think i like you too much.."Darrell:"your awsome"...then a few days latter i think you like me too much..Then he is really sweet and flirty..then he barley talkes to me...Hes mad at me then hes not then he is...
Both of them we are//where not dating but we where frineds with benifits..Both have//had crazy ex-girlfriends and both are//where worried about me liking them too much..So am i just going to go thru this loop of guys that are the same..and treat me the same..I dont understand why i would let myself fall into the same rut again and not see the sighns that Darrell is doing the same shit Taylor did..Ok whatever im done..Just mad at myself for falling for the same shit AGAIN
First thing i have noticed is they have said some of the same things
Taylor:"I dont want you to get feelings for me"
Darrell:"I dont want you to like me too much"
Taylor:"no more sex"
Darrell:"no more cake[sex duh]"
And The ex factor
Taylor-Robin
Darrell-Heather
With taylor it was alway robin robin robin I hate robin..blah blah blah "but i would never be with her again"
[guess what he left me for her]
With Darrell Heather is just ALWAYS around and we have to keep everything from her And he talks about her alot..but just like taylor "i cant stand her i dont want to be with her again"
And they are both so back and forth
Taylor- He was always like i want to be with you i want to hang out blah blah blah.. I dont think we should hang out i dont want to be with you I dont want you to have feelings for me...one day he would be really sweet like i was important to him..then the next i was coming home at 2 in the morning crying...no sex...Yes sex..No sex..Yes sex....
Darrell-Come hang out..you hang out over here too much...Me:"darrell i think i like you too much.."Darrell:"your awsome"...then a few days latter i think you like me too much..Then he is really sweet and flirty..then he barley talkes to me...Hes mad at me then hes not then he is...
Both of them we are//where not dating but we where frineds with benifits..Both have//had crazy ex-girlfriends and both are//where worried about me liking them too much..So am i just going to go thru this loop of guys that are the same..and treat me the same..I dont understand why i would let myself fall into the same rut again and not see the sighns that Darrell is doing the same shit Taylor did..Ok whatever im done..Just mad at myself for falling for the same shit AGAIN