everything seems like a dream. Got a month off everything and feel i'm on the urge of just picking up and going somewhere for a bit. i so cant wait for it to snow.

I gotta stop getting drunk. I either get into trouble with myself, someone else, or the law. Never good for business. Blah, Cant believe i hooked up with my neighbor. not good...Can't believe a lot of the things from the other night.

life is a funny funny thing. You know those lyrics from tupac...its just me against the world. its such a true statement. So things with Rachel and i are finally completely over. Man its been a rough road to travel on, its crazy to think that we just now hit that dead end. Yeah wish it would have ended earlier but things happen for a reason. I say ( Read more... )

why is that?

i'm tired of getting f*cked up all the time. I've been just sheltering out from all that stuff. I'm actually ready for classes to start back up for me tomorrow. Ready to do something productive rather than distructive. Crazy thing is i create my surroundings and now i just want to get away from them. So here i go, i'm ready to succeed and follow my ( Read more... )

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justins leaving :( he'll be back though...hopefully soon. learned some new songs on the geetar, and am gettin myself back together. Never thought i'd say this but i actually cant wait for school to start back up. its a good thing to keep your mind occupied. i'm making a pact to myself, i'm gonna start working out again and training for snowboarding ( Read more... )

Yay elizabeth is back. Went to a pimp n ho party wed. that was pretty damn interesting. Thurs went campin and got real drunk. The best part was there was a peacock there that made a moaning noise throughout the day, heard it was mating season. The downfall...mosquitos and i think poison ivy from drunken wondering. Fri went to demolition derby and ( Read more... )

so i got my tarot cards read yesterday. Supposedly i have a lot of opportunities out there for the future. And supposedly my question is going to be answered within the next 3 weeks. Crazy how it worked out to be that i go back to school in 3 weeks. so maybe i wont be so confused then. hopefully anyway. Guess my journey starts tonight...

so...i failed my goals already. I really like smoking the ganja, and i really like hanging out with peoples. It was a nice thought though. Hey, nothing like nude sleepin! That shit was pretty funny. Biankas having a huge party tonight with bands playing, along with illoin.......ahhhhh, word up! i'm completely stoked. and i'm highlighting my hair ( Read more... )