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life is a funny funny thing. You know those lyrics from tupac...its just me against the world. its such a true statement. So things with Rachel and i are finally completely over. Man its been a rough road to travel on, its crazy to think that we just now hit that dead end. Yeah wish it would have ended earlier but things happen for a reason. I say I regret knowing her but its a lie. I learned a lot. I've learned what i want in someone and what i dont what in a lover. So right now...i'm fasting, who knows for how long, guess however long god wants me to. Plus, dont even have the desire to eat anything. So i got a reapplication to work at jack frost again. But cant picture myself working there with anyone else but justin. Just wouldnt want to. I hope god has this awesome plan for me...because everything seems to keep going away.