i saw a black widow and cried. i'm going to canada.

today i was flipping through my planner and realized
we don't have school tommorow!
oh amazing day it is a brand new day of break and will not be wasted hoorah!

finally break and all i can do is sleep sleep sleep i am exhausted at every moment but filled with such excitement. christmas and break and sleep and sleep and gorgeous sleep! baking and movies and heaters and waking up whenever i want oh how gorgeous. school is dead yes yes and that is beautacious beautacious. i am so excited and i want to get ( Read more... )

yesterday we went to san fransisco and everyone was in a bad mood so it wasn't the best of times but the city oh the city the crowds and bustles and DIVERSITY how i miss diversity the wonderful spread of people from here to there non alike. i want to live in the city and live in trees which conflicts which to choose which to choose ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night there were rats crawling around in my room in my house all around rats rats rats. Is there anything worse than rats? Really.

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(i love you)

Ana showed me the and just hearing it makes me want to run, jump, shout, LOVE. Is there any better way to feel?

Hearing and seeing things like this, things that make me just want to LOVE kind of makes me wish that things like this could be spread like an infection, an infection of love.

(i infect you)

Whenever I have a cold I get really slow and stuff and it is not very fair that it is one of the few sicknesses you can go to school with because then of course I am slow and at school and miserable. Tommorow is going to be astoundingly wonderful I am sure however because a positive outlook and sleep and maybe just not going to school will do ( Read more... )

I feel like I have suddenly gotten older or maybe younger I am never very sure on this age thing I mean just yesterday or maybe the day before that I was twelve or so you know? but tommorow or maybe the next day I'm going to be eighteen and hey! twenty and what next? I don't know but it all of a sudden seems a bit too fast or maybe even a bit too ( Read more... )