Behind Closed Doors

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I’m feeling hurt, used and stupid. Really stupid.

And angry.

I feel inadequate.

I feel like such a fool for lying with him, and for telling him anything. For being exposed. For being honest. For being me. For letting my guard slip.

I feel like a joke, and a pawn. Just pick on the weak one. The easy…target.

I feel labelled.

I’m an idiot for thinking of escaping my stigma. Boys don’t date girls like me. I’m the back-up plan.

I feel lied to. And cheated.

I feel pain.

I feel humiliated. And dirty.

I feel like something’s been wasted. Soiled.

I feel isolated and abandoned.