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Ok shoot the plan - I suck at plans, I'll spend an hour making it flawless and then dive in a squish it an hour after that. I am stepping into an unknown, an unplanned weekend almost, its crazy. don't get me wrong, its not like I'm suddenly going to start behaving normal, i passed the returning normal mark a looong time ago. I can't seem to make my mind up to what i want to do, I feel like binging, purging and starving all at them same time, i kind of wish that was possible I've only had fruits today - an apple, an orange, and strawberry smoothie -total 250cals for all. maybe thats all I'll have, maybe i'll eat more i don't know. for the first time im stumped, someone tell me what to do ?!?!?!