ahh
best way to put this...
i'm frazzled.
i'm done
i'm tired
of being so tired.
i'm glad finals are over
but i'm still worried
i'm completely happy with my trip to tally
i'm glad i met the guys.
i approve of bama
and i was in the clouds with the other
:]
hopefully didn't scare him off to much
i'm stressed now
cuz of bills
of jobs
and of this "vacation"
[aka family emergency trip]
for 9 hours to see my sick uncle in another country
i hate flying
i'm sad to say i think i'd rather be working.
and HE's coming in a few days.
i have butterflies
kinda.
arg.
no
i'm just effin confused
i'm in love with my ex of 2 years
i love my ex best friend, but not in love, and i don't miss him
[wtflippingF right?]
and kinda like mr.armyman
and i cant believe thursday
but
idk
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i do feel a bit better after my rant & letters.
someday i should send some......
maybe one day
i'll understand
ps: i still think shes ugly.. BUT you guys looked so happy together,
i'm just torn up inside.