Dec 10, 2008 13:46
I always ask for God to give me a sign...
some sort of signal,
even when i pray i don't ask for things i think i want...
but for whatever is best for me
and if ever were a time for god to push me a little with a neon sign
saying
"LISTEN"
this was the time
I mean I always ask for help
but I guess I don't expect for it to happen
but it did
an angel of God was sent my way
I am talking a literal sign by the way
I live by:
"Everything happens for a reason"
and that reason is him
Love is patient and love is kind
love. love. love. love. love
yes its a blog about love
about signs
about miracles
about following your heart and taking a leap of faith.
he's coming home
the man who i have come to love and hate
and fall in love with all over again
is coming home
and i'm counting down the days
he told me [my angel]
"honey, we all make mistakes, he needs a good woman by his side...
you should cook him a good meal ;]
but seriously every soldier needs a good woman in their life
and yes we [men] make mistakes
but we do learn from them...
and sometimes second chances is all it takes
[i told him i gave him a 2nd one already]
he reminded me that the military life changes you
and after all the 3rd times the charm
;]
and after good joking and a decent amount of skepticism
he said the thing that made me want to cry
but i realized that is exactly what was needed to be said
in order for me to stop being so stubborn and holding on to my pride.
soo no i can't repeat what he said for i might start tearing up again
and because the thought just frightens me
but if ever i believed in God
and in angels
and prayers coming true,
no miracles....
that was the day
and now it's 9 days and couting
and i know in my heart i love him..
because everything happens for a reason,
and i'm not sure i would have realized
this without his help.
love,
soldier,
signs,
god,
reason